I’ve learnt that it’s extremely beneficial for me to meet other mistresses who have a feminized male as a partner. The reason is that I can always learn something new, even after five years of feminising Alice.
For today then, I turn to how a mistress’s advice helped me to solve one of the problems of how to give a feminized male real breasts without using hormones or invasive surgery:
A Mistress’s Experiences of a Feminized Male
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It’s a two-way transfer of our experiences when I meet up with other mistresses. It’s wonderful to be able to provide some advice and ideas to others and I always learn something new too.
The other weekend I met up with a lovely lady called Mistress Playtime. We first spoke at a Femdom event after she contacted me thanks to this blog. As long-term readers know, I’ve tried many ways to give Alice breasts using food and exercise. She has to wear falsies which look great but… they’re false. What I really want is for Alice to have real breasts. They wouldn’t need to be massive but they would need to be real.
I’m not sure invasive surgery is the way to go unless she is going to have a proper sex change which isn’t going to happen as I need the residual area of her former masculinity in full working order. Hormones would also affect her performance, which puts this out of the question too. So what to do?
A Mistress’s Advice on the Feminized Male
This is where practical advice and experience from other mistresses comes in and the benefits of having a network of like-minded ladies. Mistress Playtime uses suction pumps on her feminised partner to grow her submissive girl’s breasts. Apparently after prolonged use they permanently increase breast size.
Since she had them with her I tried them on Alice. They really did expand her nipples and breast area although after a while they went down again. I had heard of these before but hadn’t paid them any real notice but when we got home I looked it up on the internet.
The articles said that these suction pumps create tissue expansion on breasts by applying tension on them. A consistent regular tension on the breasts along with increased blood flow will make the cells increase and reshape and increase the chest by producing new breast tissue.
It only takes about 30 minutes each day. It seems too good to be true and the articles say that it works for anyone, including feminised males. Apparently, the more you use the pump, the more it will stretch and expand the breast tissues to make them expand and grow. It seems to be a similar process to what I was making Alice do with weights in the gym which had the adverse effect of building up her muscles in her arms and wider chest area which we don’t want. The suction method focuses on where I want the growth to be; breast and nipples.
I have to confess to some excitement at the potential of this.
A Mistress’s Ideas are Best on the Feminized Male
Sometimes the most obvious and straight-forward solutions to problems are the best. I’m not sure why I hadn’t picked up on breast suction cups before, it’s the missing link for Alice below the neck. I’ve got her body looking quite feminine when she’s naked but the chest never really worked of course. The prettified clitty with the neat pubic triangle works well funnily enough but the chest area just let things down.
I feel that this will be a big stride forward if I get Alice with obvious breasts. I don’t realistically expect massive tits, but some pert little boobs would be fantastic.The advantage of little pert boobs would be that if we have to hide her femininity, as we sadly do at times, then they would look like ‘moobs’ under a shirt.
So what advice did I give the other way? I showed her Alice’s decorated clitty with a cute pink silk garter wrapped around it with a little pink bow on the top. She loved this and told her girl she will be doing the same.
A Mistress’s Plans for a Feminized Male
Now that the breast problem looks like being fixed I can turn to things above her neck. Alice’s longer hair is coming along, although very slowly as she started from a very short style. Her hair is down to above her earlobes and we’re keeping it dyed a nice feminine colour.
Once her earlobes are covered I think we can start with little ring clip-on earrings to see how she gets on with them outside the home. Incremental steps of feminisation for me seem to work so much better.
Sometimes things seem to go on without change for weeks and I think I’ve taken Alice’s feminisation as far as possible within the restrictions we face. Then I have a leap forward.
I’m now imagining Alice’s future look with earrings and breasts like in the photo below. Wonderful although I think this model is somewhat younger and while I have the power to change my husband into a girl, changing Alice from middle age to twenty-six is beyond even me.
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Lady Alexa
I have been using breast suction now for many months. I can fully suction both breasts into the breast cups and wear a bra over them under my dress for eel over 5 hours a day now. I am at least an A cup now. What a wonderful feeling to fill an A cup bra. And I cannot go shirtless any more. I love having breasts. I want them larger.
You need to make her get Implants. BIG implants!
Implants so big she will aways have to dress as a girl. DD cup as as the minimum, but F cup implants preferred
Good morning lady alexa how are her boobies coming along . What methods are you using ? X penny
Omg the thought of boobs . Hmmm I do have stick ons . I would so love the feeling of real ones . Not sure the wife would like it 😪 . I do fancy trying saline drip boob expansion. Looks lush . The very lovely Tania dawn hughs . Did a wonderful video years ago . That was Back in the day when mrs silk was about hmmm what a woman . Just imagining boobs for 24 hours is a lovely though x penny
I’d think carefully before going down that route. It’s very expensive and can cause issues if repeated often. Implants quickly become cheaper.
I thought about it too so I understand the attraction but there’s a high risk of infection even when done medically.
I’m currently selling stuff to pay for my own implants. My ex-partner started me on this road and I still want to reach the end.
Stay safe.
Oh hun I wish you all the luck . Getting your own real gurly boobs it’s such a exciting thought . I really wish I had someone to help me x penny
Hi Penny
Thank You so much for the good wishes, it’s a lovely gesture.
Courtesy of hormones my boobs are pretty girlie and sensitive but small and uneven. Once I could no longer hide them and accepted what my partner insisted they became a cause of joy and pride the reality is exciting too!
I’m on my own now and realised that, bottom surgery aside, I I was struggling to be a convincing ‘man’ any more, I had come to enjoy the choices so it was a no-brainer to put everything else in second place, a very distant second.
I’ve found a lot of advice, help, encouragement and friendship on the web, if you want to follow the path you will certainly not be alone.
Hugs
Natasha x
Where can I buy your items you are selling ? Penny
Where can I buy what you are selling ?
What items are you referring to specifically, Penny?
Natasha said she was selling items to fund her breast enlargement. I was interested in what she had for sale please x penny
What has Natasha got for sale I’d love a breast plate ?
Sincere Apologies to Lady Alexa for going off-topic to start with.
Hi Penny
There is nothing I’m selling even remotely relevant to this site, such items are part of my future. I’ve had several hobbies which can be quite costly in equipment I’ve had great results selling stuff through the clubs or venues where they take a percentage for club funds and pay me the rest. If you’re looking for stuff find similar.
Good morning, Lady Alexa.
I have been following your ‘adventures’ with keen interest, as I am in a similar one myself. My longterm girlfriend enjoys me being similarly feminised (or sissified, as we tend to say).
We are yet to take the jump into using hormones although I know she would be supportive of that, even encouraging. My breast growth is nonetheless quite encouraging even without any such measures and definitely seems to provide a focal point for our relationship dynamic. I have never once penetrated her- penetration is something that she does to me instead. Most (if not all) of her orgasms come from my tongue, though she does occasionally have intercourse with other non-sissified men which is something we agreed on early in the relationship (on our 2nd date, actually, if I recall).
My breasts are something we are both oddly proud of, especially as they appear to have grown from nothing more than stimulation and suction. She estimates that they are perhaps even a C cup now, and when my chest is smooth from hair removal cream my chest is absolutely anything but masculine. I would be happy to provide you photos should you wish to see them (definitely anonymously, however)
I would very much like to see the photos and some details on how you achieved the results. Send to my email ladyalexa@mail.com
Lady Alexa,
i previously sent you pictures of my breast development. Not sure if you ever posted them to your site. i haven’t seen them. Can you please post them as i am sure many would love to see how my wife/owner has changed and feminized my body.
My bosses wife tricked me into thinking we were having an affair. She had me dress up as a woman one night as she said I was so slim and girly. My boss appeared while I was dressed and took pics and video of me. His wife now has me on hormones and is using breast pump on me daily. My breast are now B cups and I wear a bra every day. Their goal is for me to have D cup breast. Implants will be used to get me there. I have been put in chasity and the key locked in my bosses safe. Bosses wife has now started training me in secretarial duties. I have been informed that once my training is complete I will become a secretary in my bosses office. They will be hiring a man to fill my open position and make me his secretary.
Nice story I might use it in one of my novels
Great story! i have also been taken to the nude beach in New Jersey and other beaches in a bikini and several one piece bathing suits my wife purchased for me. It is very humiliating and embarrassing being on a public beach. The reactions and stares are very embarrassing. i have also had comments made to me also. But on the other hand my wife received many compliments from women on the beach that were strangers who very much approved of what my wife has done to me and that it what very satisfying to them to she a feminized male in a FLR relationship who really knows his place under his wife. At times my wife stood and chatted with these women for an extended time and told them very embarrassing and humiliating details of our relationship while i stood there completely embarrassed. One woman who was at the same beach invited us back to her place for dinner and after eating dinner my wife had me clean everything up and also the rest of her place while they chatted and watched TV. My wife inspected my work and found a towel in the bathroom that i left by the tub. She pointed this out to the woman and then disciplined me with a bare butt spanking right in the woman’s living room. The woman was shocked but then she laughed hysterically and said i was such a sissy. She also stated she could never be in a relationship with a person like me. But that a person like me could be very useful to her at times. So embarrassing!
I am immagining you and I on a nude beach. You are dressed in a modest one piece and shorts. You have dressed me in green bikini bottoms with small brass chain over the hips. A matching crop top nylon tee shirt top completes my skimpy outfit. We play in the surf a bit then come out to sun and warm. The wet nylon clings to my skin clearly revealing tiny female breasts with large pointed nipples. It is clear that I am a male that is being feminized with hormones. People that are nude or almost nude themselves openly stare. One youg woman laughs out right and nudges her partner to look. My face is hot and red.
You look pleased and amused. Staring into my eyes for a moment, you command me to undress completely. I pause for a moment and you lift my downcast chin with one finger and softly but firmly command, NOW. I remove my top to reveal little pale breasts that are conical and pointed. My nipples are erect from the cold ocean and stand out proudly from my chest. I wriggle out of the bikini bottom revealing a slightly rounded ass and a shaved body. A small landing srip of pubic hair above my limp clitty completes the feminine look. My clitty is small enough now that it is not noticeable in the bikini.
With a slight smile you say thats good Cindy. Now lets go for a walk so everyone can admire my handiwork. My hands are shaking as we walk the small beach many times with you stopping to chat with other women. My small breasts are just big enough to jiggle with each step. I am excited and mortified at the same time. I am clearly not a woman, but a man who longs to be female and it is clear by poise and action that you are dominant. Some people look amused but a few look intrigued with the female looking speculatively at her companion. One asks direct questions on how you have done this. Perhaps I will soon have a sister to talk with and share our feminized experieces!
Dear Lady Alexa, my wife told me to message you & beg you to feminize me to the point that I can never return to being a “man”. She says that she is sick & tired of constantly seeing me as Joanne, that it is clear to her & her friends that I want to be a woman & be with men. She told me to either become a woman completely or she will take me to court for divorce & expose me as the woman I am always dressed as, she said she will show all of the photos she has of me as Joanne & she has a LOT. Please Lady Alexa, what must I do to get your help to make me into who I should have been born as ? Hopefully, your loyal sissy servant, Joanne Watters
Really? So you want to be feminised permanently but you don’t want your wife to show your photos of you feminised? However send me €50 by Amazon voucher to ladyalexa@mail.com and I might indulge your story for a short while
Even though i really had no choice in the matter and my wife put me on hormones many years ago. My breast are quite large and as they have grown i also have grown very proud of them and their size. i consider it an honor to show them off in public under my clothes. They have become very noticeable and pronounced. i basically cannot go out without a bra unless that’s what my wife wants. Sometimes in the summer she wants me out in public braless in a light shirt. They now hang quite a bit and have considerable bounce to them when i walk or bend over. i am so proud of them now.
We need photos
Lady Alexa,
How do i provide photos of my breast to you? Please let me know.
Submissively,
annette
ladyalexa@mail.com – let me know if it’s for me only or if I can share with my readers
I wish I had titties!!!
Then get some.
Lady Alexa,
i am a mere shell of the male i once was. Over many years of marriage my wife has transformed me into a complete submissive sissy shemale. i have in her eyes become property. She loves me with all her heart but harbors intense resentment that i never became the husband of her dreams. In my entire life i never had intimate relations with a female in other words i had sex, got laid etc. Over the years and after my wife found out my inner desires of what i say is the female inside of me that i repressed. She made a decision to change me. You see when i had sex with females i was always rough and screwing them etc. Kind of like i was punishing them for being female because deep inside they were what i wanted to be. After my wife took charge in our FLR relationship she made a decision to change me but not 100%. She wanted me to pay for what i cheated her out of and that was a normal husband with a loving sexual relationship. i now have long hair, 36 C-D breast, my penis has shrunk to about 1 inch and 1 1/2 -2 inches erect. My testicles have also gotten much smaller. Fat in my body has redistributed to my bottom and my hair and skin is much softer. Though she still loves me she also as i feel is totally disgusted by what i am. Looking at me as property other then a person allows her in her mind to justify the humiliation, punishment and often degrading thins she does to me. Yes i still want to be a total female with a vagina, we can afford sexual reassignment surgery but as she says when i look in the mirror i will be always reminded of my status as a failure of a man and what i have become under her FLR. That is a submissive sissified fem-male. Everyday of my life now i suffer humiliation, punishment, verbal abuse and even public embarrassment. But you know i actually feel more comfortable then when i had to pretend being the macho male i wasn’t. The female inside of me back then i repressed. But now she is out and has tough as my life is its still better then being male in my mind. Can you understand that? i also have some recent pictures of a recent punishment session by my wife but not sure how to forward it to you.
Lady Alexa,
i am a mere shell of the male i once was. Over many years of marriage my wife has transformed me into a complete submissive sissy shemale. i have in her eyes become property. She loves me with all her heart but harbors intense resentment that i never became the husband of her dreams. In my entire life i never had intimate relations with a female in other words i had sex, got laid etc. Over the years and after my wife found out my inner desires of what i say is the female inside of me that i repressed. She made a decision to change me. You see when i had sex with females i was always rough and screwing them etc. Kind of like i was punishing them for being female because deep inside they were what i wanted to be. After my wife took charge in our FLR relationship she made a decision to change me but not 100%. She wanted me to pay for what i cheated her out of and that was a normal husband with a loving sexual relationship. i now have long hair, 36 C-D breast, my penis has shrunk to about 1 inch and 1 1/2 -2 inches erect. My testicles have also gotten much smaller. Fat in my body has redistributed to my bottom and my hair and skin is much softer. Though she still loves me she also as i feel is totally disgusted by what i am. Looking at me as property other then a person allows her in her mind to justify the humiliation, punishment and often degrading thins she does to me. Yes i still want to be a total female with a vagina, we can afford sexual reassignment surgery but as she says when i look in the mirror i will be always reminded of my status as a failure of a man and what i have become under her FLR. That is a submissive sissified fem-male. Everyday of my life now i suffer humiliation, punishment, verbal abuse and even public embarrassment. But you know i actually feel more comfortable then when i had to pretend being the macho male i wasn’t. The female inside of me back then i repressed. But now she is out and has tough as my life is its still better then being male in my mind. Can you understand that?
Lady Alexa,
My wife is correct. i am a mere shell of the male i used to be. At my young age i was pretty much a normal young boy and had taken sexual advantage of many girls. But my inner female thoughts and submissiveness was always there inside of me. After our marriage and my wife became aware of my past crossdressing and my sexual needs she became very astute at exploiting my weaknesses as a male. i never once made intimate sexual love to a woman as it was always to me in plain terms fucking someone. This is the #1 reason my wife harbors so much resentment towards me and my inability to fulfil her sexual needs in a normal intimate way that is done in normal relationships. As we progressed further in our FLR she at some point made a decision to stay with me but forever change me as sort of a punishment. If i couldn’t be a fully functioning husband she decided i would be a fully transformed submissive sissy she male. Over the course of our marriage the change is complete. i am no longer recognizable as the male i once was. i now have long hair, 36 C-D breast that are permanent and irreversible due to the hormones. My shrunken penis is about 1 inch and maybe 1 1/2 to two inches erect, even my testicles are much smaller. My wife knows i would agree to reassignment surgery but to her that’s out of the question even though i would qualify and we can afford it. She says that for her to know that every time i look in the mirror i will be reminded of my failure as a real man and what i have become in this relationship. Yes truly i yearn for a vagina but it will never be, But in a strange way even though my 24/7 life is rough and full of constant humiliation, being degraded in very disgusting ways, and almost daily punished by my wife i feel so much more myself then when i was a complete male. It felt as a male i wasn’t myself and was being someone i wasn’t. Can you understand that part of me. Over many years of marriage my wife loves me still and would never leave me but she still harbors a strong resentment and as i feel looks at me now as property more then a human being and i am treated as such. i think mentally this is the way she can justify the way she treats me. If she were to look at me as a real person she would be unable to treat me in the way i actually need. i do have a recent picture of a punishment that she recently gave me but not sure how to include it. It will show some of what i experience everyday in our home.
Penelopa.
i have been on female hormones for years and i have developed breast that are almost now a full 36C. Yes there have been changes in my body like finer hair, loss of facial hair and softer skin, Also a redistribution of fat. My bottom is more rounder and i have somewhat of a female body form. Mentally i am more sensitive, moody at times and tend to easily cry more. But in regards to sexual function as a male my orgasms are still strong but my ejaculation during orgasm is less then a 1/2 teaspoon and sometimes none at all. Almost like before puberty. my penis/clit has shrunk to about 3/4 of an inch non erect and 1-2 inches erect. Yes i am totally unable to have intercourse or satisfy a woman in that regards. The changes are permanent. i was forced on the hormones many years ago by my Dominant wife who has kept me female for many years now, i am as close to being a female as possible without having surgery. This my wife has ruled out completely because i am kept 24/7 has a humiliated, sissified and broken she/male. As she says even though she still loves me she views me as no longer a male or even as a person. She views me as property that she owns to use, abuse and humiliate for her pleasure. This she says is done because i never was the Alpha type male and i was always unable to fully fulfil my role as her husband, soulmate and lover. Her resentment of that over many years of marriage has developed our relationship to what it is today, Do i wish for sexual reassignment surgery? The answer is yes! To live completely as a woman. We can afford it an i would definitely qualify living as a female all these years. But my wife is totally against it on the grounds that i will live the rest of my life as a submissive sissy she-male. Being a 100% female in her mind is only for genetic born females and she wants to continue the humiliation, embarrassment and control of me by her for the rest of my life. This she say’s is my punishment for not being able to fulfil my role as a real husband to her in life. She states if she didn’t love me and understand she would have left me years ago!
I think your wife is absolutely correct. Men should become submissive she-males – so much better
Hmmm I would have have loved to be turned into a submissive shemale in my earlier years hmmm
When the husband and I talked about his feminization, he told me that he wanted to have real breasts, not silicones. Real female breasts on a man, later a woman, (man can never be a real woman, he can be close to that) can only produce estrogen. Estrogen during that process, and long before that female hormone creates a breast will destroy all male sexual function, which I think is necessary for him to become her.
Without hormones, herbs and manual stimulation breast growth will be minimal at best. i now have 36c-d size breast but it took almost two years to achieve the results and this was with constant supervision and under the direction of my wife. If you s/o or yourself desires breast it will take self discipline and work to achieve the desired results which are also irreversible!
So how did you achieve 36c ?
36 c-d breast were the results of hormones taken over the years. Estrogen, Progesterone and also Pueraria Mirifica was also taken. We used suction on the nipples and manual stimulation also. We have tried many different hormonal cremes and feminizing pills but the results really became significant after the hormones were used. My wife obtained them through her friend who is an OB GYN DOCTOR. My breast growth now is irreversible and will be with me for life. In the beginning most of the male breast growth formulas really didn’t show much results. The hormones have also resulted in my penis / clit shrinking in size to about 1 1/2 inch non erect and about 2-3 inches erect. My ejaculate when experiencing orgasm has been reduced to about 1/2 a teaspoon and at times less. But my orgasms are still strong but the ejaculate amount is nil and sometimes none at all if the orgasms are more then once a day or several days in a row. Mentally i am more moody, sensitive and easily upset. My skin is much softer, body hair is much less. My hair on my head is much finer and softer also. My wife’s friend says this is definitely from the hormones. She also checks me regularly with blood work and a physical exam before or after her regular office hours. My wife is very pleased with the results and the embarrassment and humiliation that it brings to me in public. We have previously in earlier post sent you pictures of my breast development you can post them again if you like.
The results of the hormones you describe are what I want for Alice, including the reduced clitty size. Unfortunately the side effects rule them out. I expect Alice to have erections when I demand them and for her to perform and ejaculate as before. Hormones are a risk to this from what I can see. In addition, Alice’s head hair is already too thin, I’d like her to have a full head of hair so I can have it styled like a girl’s.
My hair is thinner, softer and longer. But i still have a full head of hair styled for a feminine look. i still get erect but much smaller in size. When my wife requires penetration i wear a strap on that has a hollow center in the cock portion of it for me to insert my tiny clit / penis.
I have been using pueraria mirifica cream that I bought from Amazon for a few months and I’m really pleased with the results. My boobs aren’t big but they are definitely becoming more shapely, and my nipples are wonderfully sensitive. I feel so much more girly now.
https://www.amazon.co.uk/PURAFEM-Pueraria-Mirifica-Cream-50ml/dp/B004OOBI1I/ref=sr_1_2_a_it?ie=UTF8&qid=1541698729&sr=8-2&keywords=peuraria+mirifica
Very nice
Lady Alexa in my case this sub has natural boobs I was neutered cut what ever you want to call it when I was 23 by my Mistress wife so have low testosterone in my body but my male parts still work as they should when Mistress wants to use them caged at all other times
Very nice to hear
My Dominant wife decided to feminize me after she found out how much i enjoyed being dressed and enjoying the female role in sex. She is a very creative Dominant and soon realized that my being humiliated in the gurl role was my sexual trigger. So as time progressed in our relationship she feminized me more & more. Body hair was removed, she made me grow my hair longer, wear perfume etc. Soon she introduced herbs and hormones into my feminine diet. My male body was a 34 waist, with a 42 jacket size. After she introduced the hormones and herbs my booty got rounder and my breast definitely started to grow. i am now about a 38 C-D cup size and my nipples protrude about 3/4 of an inch. She relishes the embarrassment my breast now cause me especially at the nude beach at Sandy Hook NJ. When we visit family or i go to work she binds my breast tightly with several Ace bandages. But at all other times we are out i am forced to wear a bra or let them hang free which is her decision each time we leave the house. It is so embarrassing especially in the summer and i am stared at constantly especial by women and girls. But i have to admit the humiliation of having breast is also quite a turn on. i have grown to love and accept them and my wife loves the humiliation and embarrassment it brings her gurl when we are out in public.
Very nice, nothing gives me greater pleasure than to see Alice embarrassed by being feminine. I love the idea of her having boobs on a nude beach. The other year I took her to a naturist beach in Europe. It was exquisite as her body was completely clear of body hair except for a perfect feminine triangle of pubic hair above her shaved clitty and pussy balls. She got a lot of looks
Lady Alexa,
my pubic hair is also shaved in a very tight short triangle above my male clit appendage. my male clit has shrunk considerably after years of hormones and is also very humiliating to me especially when we visit the nude beach. my male ovaries hang below and have also shrunk and have become practically useless. i still can experience orgasm with the stimuli and mental state that i now need to produce my orgasm but the ejaculate is very little in amount. Maybe 1/2 a teaspoon but the orgasms are still strong. i am treated by my wife as female right down to having my monthly periods. She has had me on the nude beach while wearing a tampon in my male pussy with the string hanging out between my cheeks and very visible and also at times wearing an old fashioned belted pad and sanitary belt. The embarrassment and humiliation is unbelievable yet sexually exciting at the same time. Its funny how the mind and body connect and can be conditioned for this type of mental and physical reaction. i sense some jealousy in my wife when it comes to my breast because mine are larger as she is a 34B. She uses a strap on my breast and clit for punishment but is always more severe when punishing my breast. My clit is punished for its inability to please her needs. i wear a strap on or orally please her as i am unable to penetrate her with my small erect male clit. Around the house i am kept topless and in panties or a panty girdle. Summer time is the most embarrassing time for me as i always wear T-shirts most of the time and my breast or bra straps are very noticeable. When we shop my wife is always close by or behind me when we walk the mall as she enjoys seeing peoples reactions when they see that i have breast. Its very clear i am male. At our home pool in our yard she has had me sunbathe topless, in a bikini or one piece bathing suit. Our yard is fenced with only minimal privacy from our neighbors windows. They know but don’t mention it and still are very friendly to both of us. Doctor visits are very embarrassing, He thinks i have a pretty severe case of male breast growth that should be treated. i don’t often go to the doctors only when i am really sick. My wife is a very strong willed person but i feel deep inside she also is not happy with me being the 24/7 gurl she has made me. Our sex is always lesbian type sex and she probably misses being sexual with a real male. But our love and relationship is strong. She loves me being her gurl, doing all the female things around the house except cooking etc. My body is very feminine in appearance but its very clear i am a male. A few times a month she has me wear a long hair wig when we go out and i pass as a woman very easily but she prefers me out without the wig for my humiliation, embarrassment and her pleasure of exercising her complete control over me as her gurl. Its a very complicated relationship that most wouldn’t understand but for us it works and we both benefit from it. She always remarks that i could never cheat or have sexual relations with another woman in my condition and that brings her a lot of peace of mind. In a few of her previous relationships she was cheated on and hurt very deeply. When we met after a while she sensed my submissiveness and loyalty to her over time. When she found out about my inner wish to be a girl and my love of wearing female underwear she went with it and transformed me into her gurl. She has even said that in the future should i pass before her she will make sure i am buried in female underwear and a dress. That maybe easier said then done. But who knows?
my Mistress wanted me to grow beautiful breasts and nipples as well. She decided that hormones were appropriate. i take 6 mg of estradiol and 200 mg of spiro daily plus 10 mg of Provera for two weeks each month. my breasts have blossomed nicely. Within 6 months a bra was essential. Over about 18 months on this program i have developed C cup breasts and my nipples enlarged, became deliciously sensitive and are exactly like a woman’s. When She wants my clitty to work She gives me viagra. She likes to see it tenting my pretty panties. i adore my new figure. my sissy ass is cute and my hips have expanded with the redistribution of fat. my skin is soft and silky. my body hair has nearly disappeared. When i wear a push up bra under a low cut top my Mistress is so pleased. my nipples become erect often and She loves that as well. i am now Her lesbian slave 24/7. She reinforces my obedience daily with wonderful hypnotic pleasure conditioning and programming which i absolutely love. Even if i could go back i never would.
How did these tablets make your body hair disappear? Nice description do send me some photos ladiesontop@mail.com
My wife has used hormones and breast enlargement crème on my breast for over two years now. i went from being flat chested to being a 36C – D cup breast size. She also used nipple stretchers on my small nipples. They now protrude over 1 inch in length but the do droop a little. During my yearly check up my family doctor said i have may have gynecomastia and questioned me if I was bothered by it at all. I stated that I didn’t realize anything wrong and just felt it was from getting older and less in shape. He stated that most men would be bothered by it. I repeated I wasn’t and a few times my wife stated I needed a bra and laughed. But truly my breast are very noticeable especially in the summer when wearing a T-shirt and my nipples are always noticeable. I have had stares and comments made by strangers, friends and relatives. If they only knew this was done on purpose by my wife who wants me as feminized as possible. I am also hairless and shaved in my pubic area. All that is left is a small triangle above my small male clit. The hormones have shrunk my penis from a normal male size to a very small size about 2 1/2 inches. Erect its about 3 1/2 inches now. During sex with my wife I wear a strap on to please her. Having breast and being a male is humiliating at times especially when we are on vacation at the beach or a hotel pool. The stares I get are very humiliating. Believe it or not most comments are made by females. BTW when dressed I usually wear a bra and in the summer the straps are very noticeable under my T-shirts. My wife loves the embarrassment and humiliation that I am put through. She started feminizing and taking control of me when she realized how much I stared at large breasted females and that bothered her a lot. My wife is a 34B and I am now larger then she is. And she always says to me “How do you feel being stared at all the time like you use to stare at those large breasted woman”? I just lower my head and say I understand how those women must have felt being stared at all the time.
Very nice although I wouldn’t want Alice’s clitty to shrink like yours did. Oh no
Awesome thoughts as well ever Lady A. Thank you..
I have tended to concentrate on my nipples alone as they are very sensitive with a product called “supplenips”.
..all to good effect…
Corsetjane 🙂
Sounds interesting. However its breasts that Alice needs as well as bigger nipples and sensitive ones as they aren’t at present
Lady Alexa… each time after a hiatus from Your blog, i return to find You moving light years further ahead from before in the training and transformation of Alice…. BRAVO!
This interest in Your male girl’s development one suspect shall vault her future proper sex role training by light years. Once Female Masters breach such an important stage of Their males’ development BREAST DEVELOPMENT the future reversing and redefining of the hierarchy of the sexes shall be inevitable and PERMANENT.
What inkling or plans do You have in mind in the next steps of Your and other Females’ conquest and feminization of the swiftly proven weaker male sex?
I can only speak for myself on the next steps and I think my latest post answers your prescient question.
I think breast development is definitely the way to go with the ‘budding’ sissy. When we start out, we only do things that can be quickly reversed (stepping hurriedly out of a pair of panties!), but eventually we get brave and make more durable changes, such as leg shaving.
Breast tissue is much harder for the sissy to get rid of, but by the time the subject is broached she’ll be dressing fully as a girl anyway and much more compliant in realising her ongoing potential. I find when I sleep now my boobs sit uncomfortably if I lie on my side, so often a bra is essential to me in achieving a good night’s sleep. I’m both embarrassed but encouraged by this.
I’m working towards buying mine openly in department stores and not hiding the fact they’re for me – it’ll be humiliating but that’s a necessary factor in becoming a good pansy.
I too have had some experiences with breast growth. Some time back, I started using some hormone gel, secured from a pharmaceutical company in England. Some English friends of mine put me on to it.
I would use the recommended amount of gel on my chest area around my nipples every day. I don’t recall off hand how long it took, but one day my nipples were super sensitive. A pinch would almost send me through the roof, so to speak. And there was some breast development. Not a lot, but some. That scared me a bit and I quit doing the gel.
Then, some time later I got brave again and started with the gel. This time I have even more breast development, and in a shorter time. It caught the attention of my wife, who wasn’t in on my experimentation. I just made the comment that it was just one of those things about getting older.
She said that maybe it was the result of my bra wearing, of which I responded that my breasts were sort of droopy and that if the bra was the reason for my development, then they should be more straight out rather than pointing downward.
I can tell others have noticed my breast growth as well, catching them staring at my chest area.
But I do like having enlarged breasts, even though it can be embarassing at times. Having breasts certainly makes me feel more submissive at times and also makes me more comfortable in a feminine role.
I should also mention that my S.O. is tolerating my bra wearing, but probably is not very accepting. She would never allow me to wear a dress or skirt, but does like me in panties. If she were like you, I would be enjoying a much greater feminized lifestyle.
Thank you for such a nice blog.
Darla
Sound interesting Darla. Alice has no feeling in her nipples. Can you remember what gel you used? I’m pleased you enjoy my blog
Lady Alexa,
Regarding your question on the gel that I used, it is called Oestrogel/80g.
It is for external usage only and has not affected my ability to perform as a biological male.
It was purchased via In House Pharmacy. You do have to jump through a few hoops to buy it as they can’t accept credit cards. Or at least they did not when I was ordering. I ended up using Western Union.
Ok thank you I’ll have a look for this for Alice
Since you are in England, you shouldn’t have any issues regarding purchase. It is when in the United States that issues occur trying to purchase overseas. I just added that remark about being more difficult for any United States readers.
Lets try this reply again. I did it once, but failed to show up. However, if I repeated myself, I apologize.
The gel that I have used is called Oestrogel and comes in a 80g tube. I got it from In House Pharmacy in Europe. They can’t accept credit cards from the U.S. because of some blockage by a U.S. company. But they can’t stop you from ordering it. I used Western Union for my money transfer.
I hope this helps.
Darla
How fascinating to have come across this blog by chance (I will certainly be following – thank You Lady Alexa for providing it), and particularly this post. I can relate very much from my personal point of view, being a sissy with noticeable breast growth.
In short, I’m in a relationship with my wonderful Female partner. She knew from the outset I crossdressed – that was part of the appeal for Her – and after 18 months together I’m now fully smooth all over and regularly dressed head to toe as a girl when (W)we’re together. She understands I have a feminine mindset and encourages me to express this – for Her it’s a welcome trait, and will often treat me to a new dress, lipstick or suchlike. With Her encouragement I have even started venturing out and socialising as a girl – something I hope will only increase in frequency.
As with Your explanation regarding Your Alice, my partner does not want me to take hormones or have surgery – for exactly the same reasons, but again She too adores the thought of me with natural boobs rather than breast forms. Despite being quite slim, I already had some fatty tissue about my chest due possibly to relaxed muscle tone. In my past attempts to fit in with the idea of malehood I used to exercise my chest you see.
Without betraying (O)our intimacy too much, She pays particular attention to my boobs, massaging, tweaking and sucking my nipples and chest area. This has resulted in me becoming very sensitive their, and I now find my chest is very much a primary erogenous zone – so much so I miss it if She doesn’t pay attention there…
I now have definite growth, somewhere between an ‘A’ and a ‘B’ cup, and in the case of some bras can almost fill them naturally. I do get embarrassed about my boobs at times and am very conscious of and strive to conceal them when in boi-mode, but when naked they are quite pronounced and my Partner loves them, which ultimately is what matters. She will often sneak behind me and cup them with Her hands, which always gives me a delicious mixture of light humiliation and arousal.
If I may be daring enough to offer some advice to Dominant Women looking to induce non-chemical and non-surgical – breast growth in Their feminised male, I can’t recommend this method enough. It’s also helpful for the sissy who fights against herself and doesn’t really want boobs, as a sissy will submit to almost anything during intimacy, so despite herself will be unable to resist wanting You to play with and fondle her there in moments of passion.
How fascinating to have come across this blog by chance (I will certainly be following – thank You Lady Alexa for providing it), and particularly this post. I can relate very much from my personal point of view, being a sissy with noticeable breast growth.
In short, I’m in a relationship with my wonderful Female partner. She knew from the outset I crossdressed – that was part of the appeal for Her – and after 18 months together I’m now fully smooth all over and regularly dressed head to toe as a girl when (W)we’re together. She understands I have a feminine mindset and encourages me to express this – for Her it’s a welcome trait, and will often treat me to a new dress, lipstick or suchlike. With Her encouragement I have even started venturing out and socialising as a girl – something I hope will only increase in frequency.
As with Your explanation regarding Your Alice, my partner does not want me to take hormones or have surgery – for exactly the same reasons, but again She too adores the thought of me with natural boobs rather than breast forms. Despite being quite slim, I already had some fatty tissue about my chest due possibly to relaxed muscle tone. In my past attempts to fit in with the idea of malehood I used to exercise my chest you see.
Without betraying (O)our intimacy too much, She pays particular attention to my boobs, massaging, tweaking and sucking my nipples and chest area. This has resulted in me becoming very sensitive their, and I now find my chest is very much a primary erogenous zone – so much so I miss it if She doesn’t pay attention there…
I now have definite growth, somewhere between an ‘A’ and a ‘B’ cup, and in the case of some bras can almost fill them naturally. I do get embarrassed about my boobs at times and am very conscious of and strive to conceal them when in boi-mode, but when naked they are quite pronounced and my Partner loves them, which ultimately is what matters. She will often sneak behind me and cup them with Her hands, which always gives me a delicious mixture of light humiliation and arousal.
If I may be daring enough to offer some advice to Dominant Women looking to induce non-chemical and non-surgical – breast growth in Their feminised male, I can’t recommend this method enough. It’s also helpful for the sissy who fights against herself and doesn’t really want boobs, as a sissy will submit to almost anything during intimacy, so despite herself will be unable to resist wanting You to play with and fondle her there in moments of passion.
Well thank you saffy roberta, it’s always nice to hear about other women like me who prefer their men feminised. I also like to cup Alice’s breasts and I look forward to them being larger, she does possibly have almost an A cup through gym work alone. They do now show through her tee shirst but her nipples are small. I want them much bigger too. All of my friends in the femdom scene area met males who already enjoyed crossdressing unlike in our case. Nice to read about your own story, thanks for letting us all know. lady Alexa
You’re more than welcome Lady Alexa, and thank You for entertaining my post and responding. In my eagerness I seem to have posted it twice (for some reason I can only view my original comment by following Your reply which I was notified of via email) – so apologies for that!
My partner definitely prefers feminised men – She enjoys having the male side of the equation too, but likes my body smooth and feminine, so yes that includes Her liking and enjoyment of my breast development, although (W)we are not fantasists and also have to balance this with a vanilla lifestyle, more’s the pity! I think given the choice (W)we would both want for me to more fully embrace my womanhood, and I am fascinated by and dream about one day having fully formed large breasts – even though the thought scares me too… Being a sissy is full of such bitter-sweet feelings like this.
I’m pleased You want Alice with bigger breaths as they’re of course more overtly feminine that way and do more to assuage her maleness. My find it easy to conceal my developing boobs in baggier clothes, but tighter fitting garments make it much harder, and there are times when I’m very self-conscious about them. You may notice this trait in Alice if her boobs continue to grow, and it’s not one I have an easy answer to – so please let me know if You find one that doesn’t involve binding or similar!!
I have not yet caught up on all Your posts, being new as I am, but I gather then Alice was different from Your Femdom friends in that she was not herself a crossdresser to begin with? How intriguing! My guess would be then that You found some spark in her that initially delighted somehow – perhaps even in ‘just’ pleasing You, and things snowballed from there. I can see I will be delightedly catching up!
For my part I hope my own feminisation continues. I’m very, very submissive and while not in a bona fide FLR I would gladly hand the reins to my partner and quite happily assume the traditionally female role fully and completely.
Your partner sounds like me. I want my Alice to have male urges but otherwise feminine. We also have to balance an outward vanilla appearance with what I really want I guess you’ll see that from my previous posts
Sooo full of admiration and respect for You snd Your girl alice. What an inspiration to me x Thank You x
I hope so collysis, the more I spread the word the more society will be changed for the better
Lady Alexa, i just saw this article and thought you may get a laugh. Although men should not be allowed in the workplace, the women will need some well trained gurls to fetch coffee and look pretty. The author actually makes really good points about not have men in the workplace.
http://www.slate.com/blogs/xx_factor/2017/10/27/let_s_ban_men_from_workplaces.html
Great article and I do love to see this type of thing in the mainstream.
You might be interested in this: http://www.mybrava.com/ . This is an electric breast pump which is designed to be worn for around 12 hours a day (preferably while sleeping). For Alice to know that her breasts are being pumped half of everyday should encourage even more submissiveness. It’s quite expensive, but maybe you could have her spend some of her allowance on this rather than on something more manly. What is great about your idea is that once she has tits there’s really no way to get rid of them without surgery, so it’s a wonderful non-reversible feminization.
While I’m writing, you have a concern about her friends seeing her as a girl; might I suggest she make some new friends, ideally in some feminine activity, perhaps a sewing group. Let her go as a man until she’s comfortable with her new friends, then when some bonds have been made start adding those incremental steps and see her cringe. Perhaps a pretty cardie, a flowery perfume or a handbag to start. And for her current friends there are techniques you could employ to make her more self-conscious without outing her; maybe have her take up knitting and not keep it a secret.
Thanks for this Nicola, I took a look and at some reviews but it is rather pricey and needs to be worn for a long time. I may need Alice to sleep on her back for a few weeks which is tricky. The problem we have is more about family and most of our vanilla friends are joint ones. But it’s a great idea about sending her to female groups. I don’t know if sewing groups exists anymore around London but maybe something like a reading group or a baking group? I’ll check some out as I need to find one that is women only. I’m not sure about knitting but cooking cakes, nread and pies would probably do the tirck. Some nice ideas Nicola which I’ll adapt for Alice
There are quite a few groups, sometimes mixed in with knitting, crochet, cross stitch, embroidery, quilting, etc. etc. Here are a few ideas:
http://sewaholic.net/do-you-have-a-sewing-group/
http://www.burdastyle.com/blog/how-to-find-a-local-sewing-group
http://www.thesewingdirectory.co.uk/sewing-groups/
http://www.thesewingdirectory.co.uk/business-search/?business-search=1&category=11®ion=26&keyword=
http://www.knittogether.info/category/england/london/
http://iknit.org.uk/about-us
http://www.theyarnloop.com/clubs#club-ln
http://www.ukhandknitting.com/why-belong-to-a-group/knitting-groups?f=&c=20&p=1
https://www.meetup.com/cities/gb/17/london/hobbies-crafts/?country=gb&city=london&state=17&category_names=hobbies-crafts&radius=25
https://www.royal-needlework.org.uk/
Some of these also do classes or courses as well.
As for the cooking and baking, sounds good, maybe add some cake decorating. Have fun…
What kinda pump are we talking about here. Got a freebie penis pump some time ago.Any good?
I would imagine a penis pump is the wrong shape. Besides we don’t want that bit enlarged
I purchased the Noogleberry (available right there in the UK) breast enhancement system just over two years ago. (I purchased medium cups with the vacuum locks so I can remove the tubing and freely move about). Daily life gets in the way and consistent use has not been possible. However, starting from a flat size 36”, I measure 42.5” (band size has increased also, not related to using the system) for a current gain of 2.5” and have small, natural looking breasts. I am currently a 42B and my goal is a 46B.
Patience is a must when using the system. Too much suction and wearing too long in a single use can result in injury to the skin in the form of blisters and burst capillaries. My suggestion is if you feel your skin stinging during use, gently reduce the vacuum in the cups or end the session. I found that massage with Palmers coconut oil body lotion and lubricating the inside of the cups with the same, prior to use helps very much. Warming the cups under hot running water prior to use also helps.
There is a tipping point where growth becomes more evident and noticeable. I feel I’ve reached that point. Remember that naturally growing breasts can take anywhere from two to fours years to mature, so be patient.
Thans Vickie I will take a look at your suggestion. I plan on something subtle at first then see how we go
I hope you will share the progress Alice makes with breast pumps. How much her tits grow with only mechanical suction remains to be seen. I have imagined Susie often with large boobs although I know that it may not happen. Boobs yes, but not as large as I would like. Susie wishes for small tits. Her hope is that small breasts may be less obvious and she can avoid a bra when we visit her family. She likes to avoid a bra, and I often indulge her on family events. She fears that the ladies especially may observe the bra outline thru her dress, or feel the straps or hook when they hug her.
I may mostly permit Susie her way on small tits (32??). However if we do go for inserts I intend for her nipples to be pert and hopefully prominent. I imagine with glee Susie in a nice white shirt, walking gracefully like a lady, with her tits swaying up and down, and nipples proudly poking out. I also look forward to tugging at her tests and enjoy cupping her tits in public.
Yes I don’t expect her to have massive tits through this regime but small teenage type ones. Yes maybe 32 A cup or something. I’ll do some photos next time if where we are now through chest exercise in the gym. I’ve made her focus on this through bench press, chest flyers, push ups and pull ups. The results are ok and a start. I’m hoping the suction adds a little more pertness to them and her nippes which remain flat
Alice is a lucky girl Mistress and you have tits to play with and she will need to wear a bra all the time.
Curtsey
Sally
Alice is a very lucky girl Mistress and you will have tits to play with
Alice is a very lucky girl Mistress and you will have tits to play with.
She has very little ones from the gym exercise where I have told her to focus on chest exercise. I think the pump and products will really help though. I’m looking forward to playing more with her tits
Your Alice is a very lucky girl to have you to tend to her feminisation, Lady Alexa…thank you for sharing your life and Alice’s progress…
Not sure if you’re aware of it, but there is a forum called, “Men Wear Bras”…the subject of the forum is obvious by its name, and its a great community…there is a section of the forum specifically devoted to breast growth…
Here’s the address…
http://hellotaxi.websitetoolbox.com/?action=allForumTopics&sort=latest
Humbly,
jamieanne
Thank you for the link jamieanne, I wil certainly take a look
Ohh, please do let us know how the pump experiment works, and what kind of results you see. I am intrigued . . . and potentially excited!
Hello Sally and great interview with Oleander Plume http://poisonpendirtymind.com/2017/10/super-heroes-of-smut-sally-bend/.
I will keep the world informed of the progress of Alice’s breasts.
Lady Alexa,
I commend you on a well thought out plan.
To add to the development of the breast and butt area (if you need to go that way) please consider certain feminizing herbals such as: Fenugreek, Pueraria Mirifica, Wild Yam Cream and Maca Root. These herbals contain phytoestrogens, or plant estrogens which will help the process along …trust me!
I was flat as a board just about 1 year ago and have 2″ on the top and have added 1.5 inches to my butt….and I have been on and off mostly the off and I still have the use
of my male part. (Even though I wish I didn’t 🙂 )
Yours
Jennie Jaye
I had read about those products before but was still worried about the potential amounts of oestrogen that may affect Alice’s performance. You see I also enjoy her with an erection in front of other mistresses as it’s so humiliating for her and frustrating as she’ll get no chance of relief. I’ve read up again on the products you suggest and I’m going to give them a try. I guess I could ease up if I see an effect on Alice’s abilities. I saw that fenugreek and fennel work well together and then using cream such as wild yam to apply directly to the breasts. If I can get two inches on Alice’s chest that would be wonderful as she’s gained about an inch through chest exercises.
Lady Alexa….my equipment still works…no worries!
excellent then this looks like a good solution
My wife uses both nipple suction and breast suction on me occasionally and I can say my nipples and breasts appear to have grown slightly. My nipples especially get nice and puffy after a good suction. The breast suction really does feel good however it leaves a large hickey where the breast tissue has been sucked into the cup when too much suction has been applied. I am sure daily suction would help stretch the skin and make larger breasts.
Hello Leighanne. It’s good to hear that it works. I’ll bear in mind the hickey problem. The point is breast growth not pain so I’ll be careful with Alice’s skin.
There are many nipple suction devices that can also be used to not only enlarge the nipples but if additional weight is attached it will stretch out the breast tissue nicely. I have had 10 pound exercise weights attached to my nipple suction devices and it really feels good and gets that skin stretched out nicely.
Not sure Leighanne, 10 pounds? It sounds unconformable for poor Alice
I would also add some estrogen herbals to her diet. Im low but steady doeses it will accelerate her breast growrg with the suction devices and if done about 6 months then take a break for 3 months she will still be able to return to full ability to take care of your needs. It will boost her breast growth and the pump will maintain most of the growth. Its well worth it for the results. But you may want to get a nice strapon, she will learn she needs it. Oh not for her to wear but for you too. One day she will realize she needs you to take charge and after that you will own her fully. Then you will realize you can up her hormonal doses because she can share your partners you bring home. Big step but after the first time she will get use to it out of need for the fulfillment she will feel. Its natral progression. That when you will realize the favor you have done for her and the gift she has given you, all the well built partners you can hunger for and her masculinity will be owned by you as her breasts swell everytime you bring a new lover home. I know because ive been through this and hated it yet it was like a drug until my mind finally excepted it. Now i love it and the life i now have i still have use of my male parts and so much more sensation in my nipples and B cup growing to C cup breasts. Although i must get brought to arousel from my chest being touched and my body being slowly caressesd. Once there i can still work her over very well but we both seen to agree its only the warm up because we both want the same thing and he is watching with an intense look in his eyes nearby.. as for the red marks, they go away. The key is to use them 5 minutes on then off 5 minutes and repeat over the course of 30 minutes to a hour twice per day. Wearing a bra helps rub them afterwards and reduce marks also a nice lotion rub helps and softens the skin for reshaping.
Hello there. I often get comments such as these about oestrogen but it forgets my need for Alice to fulfil her obligations regularly in bed. I’m not going to do anything to cause any problems in this area. So her boobs will be formed through exercise and pumps. It’s the feminine look more than her being a real girl. I love the look of males who look feminine. I’m not concerned if she has feeling in her nipples or not.
I began feminizing my boyfriend as a teenager. Now I must mention that I first discovered my sexual desires for a fully feminized boyfriend when I accidentally walked behind a curtain looking for a bathroom at a road side truck stop while on a trip with my mother. I was 13 at the time. Playing on a tv was a beautiful woman with nice big breasts and long hair to her butte. She had a real penise and was having sex with a woman on a kitchen counter. The shop was unattended as I stared at this incredible scene. I quickly left because my urge to find a bathroom became incredibly intense. Luckily found one before peeing myself. It was also my first orgasm because when I wiped myself an incredible shock went through my body. I touched myself again and within 2 seconds I was writhing with incredible pleasure. It was a revelation to me and became my only desire permantly for any type of a relationship I wanted, thinking and dreaming about it constantly for years. I had always admired other long haired beautiful women but now began fantasize that they had a penis and would love me long and hard. Since then through high school I never dated because there nothing close to what I wanted. Schoolmates rumered that I was maybe a lesbian, but it wasn’t convincing because of my calf length hair. I was even sometimes critsized for having such long hair.I made it convincingly known that I was saving myself for marriage and was considered religous, but privately masturbating to thoughts or pictures of beautiful long haired women fantasizing they had a penis. I began noticing tv talk shows that featured men as women and learned about hormones and where their wives or girlfriends left them. I wouldn’t of done what they did. Finally I lucked out. I met him at a community church Halloween party dressed as a girl and it was unknown to me until a heard a group of girls behind me say” Your so hot dressed as a girl”. I turned around and had to wait for a response. I was blown away when one of the girls responded with shiny only shouder length hair, beautiful eyes with naturally thick long eye lashes in a very sexy outfit,”Salvation Army”. I went as Rapunzel and began keeping an eye on her waiting to aproach her privately. When it appeared ‘he’ was leaving. We had a brief conversation were I discovered he was a high school freshman in the next town over. I quickly wrote my phone number on a pamplet he had and almost begged him to call smiling a giving him a hug. I was 17 at the time and remember that my feet felt like they weren’t touching the ground. I waited for over a week remembering that I never asking his name or telling him mine. I then decided that I was going to skip school and drive over to find him. But the phone rang and my mom said it was for me. When I discovered who it was the room began to spin and I had butterflies. We talked for hours until my parents kicked me off the phone. I got his phone number and called the next day.
We began seeing each other every weekend. Even though he was 14 at the time,I never considered that an issue because he was so damn pretty. When I picked him up just before Christmas he asked to take him to get his haircut which he did around his birthday every year. I told him no,that I liked how long his was growing and not to cut it. He said he only gets it cut to his shoulders because any shorter it would unmanageable and would have to go super short and didn’t want that, even though it would keep his step dad off his ass. I easily convinced him to leave it because I thought his getting longer would be so pretty. My parents went to Chicago to pick up my grandmother so I took him to my place where we talked and watch tv. I asked if I can do some things with his hair. He agreed. I took him by the hand and led him to my bedroom. I had him take his shirt off and began brushing his hair. I had him bend his head back where it reached the small of his back. I asked how it felt. He said,”totally wonderful”. I began undressing behind his back. I then spun him around and his eyes almost popped out of his head. I then noticed he had puffy nipples and almost AA titties. Later finding out this was normal to happen to pubescent boys. I lost all self control shoving him back on my bed undoing his pants and pulling off with his underwear in one motion exposing his huge erect penis. I jumped on him and we began kissiing passionatly. I then ordered him to fuck me. It was painful but felt good at the same time but I had to make him ” mine”, all mine. Even though i hurt for a few days it was worth it.
Forward a little over a year later he was emancupated when he was removed from the his home when he was 16 when his stepfather physically assaulted him by throwing him around the living room when refused to cut his hair and saying he was going to the store to buy some clippers a shave his sissy ass. When he got back from the store the cops were there and arrested him. Over a short period the county allowed him to move out of state with me while I was in nursing school. One morning at the kitchen table he expressed his desire to grow his breasts for me. I was totally elated of his desire to transition to become her, because during sex I used to press his budding breasts together telling him I wished they were bigger. During the previous year I researched mtf transitions and about female hormones. We had to go to counciling and after 3 sessions he ok’d for hrt. The 1st dose was an injection. I asked the nurse if I could do it because I was in nursing school. She said she had to insert it but I counld push the plunger while she held it. We chose his buttocks because I thought it to be most appropiate for the occaision. Before I pushed the plunger, I made him vow and promise that will never ever be allowed to stop hormones and that he will only be allowed to have his hair trimmed only under my direct supervision never ever being allowed to cut his hair for the rest of her soon to be life. Once he vowed and promise I administered the dose. The nurse commented,”My! You are a very interesting couple”. He began oral doses after that.
My cousin came over and trimmed his hair and came on board enthusiactilly with my boyfriends feminization process.
He finished 11th grade but dropped out his senior year because feminization was rapidly occurring where he became undeniably a women in appearance blossoming to 38 D 26 waiste and 38 hips. Her face became totally female looking with a natural beauty that required little or even no make up.
As far as penis shrinkage. It made it smaller which made sex much more comfortable instead of having to resort many times to mutual masturbation or oral. However thanks to the advent of Viagra back then she eventually needed for long time intercourse. God it was so expensive until insurance was allowed to pay for part of it.
Eventually I aquired my grandmother’s turn of the century 3 story house that has 10′ ceilings.
We’ve remodeled the house where the entire 3rd floor is our bedroom with a small bathroom.
The entire 2nd floor is an open bathroom with a stepped pedestal and shower heads to now help in the care of her and our married fem lesbian roomates now well beyond floorlength hair. They too agreed to not cut their hair when I allowed them to move in. My hair will only reach to mid calf length. The one woman was a former teenage next door neighbor who accidentally spied on us while camping in their yard with her girlfriends. The basement is huge and had all the concrete finished smooth which my wife keeps spotless. It was initial planned a ‘love dungeon’,but our bathroom and bedroom has more than served that purpose. It’s used very rarely,except for an occaional place to photograph my girls in the past
One note on the hair. It was totally unexpected it would reach an incredible length. When she proposed to me, I said,”Yes, when your hair reaches the floor or terminal length”. I wound up waiting 5 more years. But was well worth it. We had an incredible and extremely unique risque wedding.
When she used to get it trimmed at the different salons where my cousin worked, other operators or customers how full and thick and shiny it was. Several times asked when she was ‘expecting’ because of her hair. And depending on the circumstances and situation would openingly out her saying that she was her cousins boyfriend and would be impossible to become pregnant. On the 3 occasions was asked to prove it. She was quite the exhibitionist in those days and happily obliged these womans request. One where the owner fondled and gently tugged on it. She became one of our frequent ‘visitors’ in the years following. She was a velupsious jewish woman with thick wavy hair, which being inspired by now wife’s incredible mane, grew it to terminal length just above her knees. Sadly she passed away a few years ago. I’ve allowed numerious women to experience my now wife, to enforce her transition. Also to confirm my choice of lifestyle and discovering it was a huge turn watching these women’s reaction while my wife was making love to them. I should add that for 5 years her blood wasn’t tested for hormone levels and were at near pregnancy levels. When our doctor advised us she was going lower the dosage and pleaded my case to leave it the same. We assured that it wasn’t causing any problems and promised to notify her immediately if there was any issues. She agreed at the time that her hair was phenomally full,shiny,soft and beautiful because of the high estrogen levels and wasn’t exposed to any hair loss or problems found to possibly affect other women because of mentrual cycles,menapaus or post partum effects after pregnancy or that terrible hormone testoserone. I took her in for her bi lateral orchiectomy and scrotum removal at 28,three years after we were married. It made tucking for those tight pants by putting a condom on and putting between her now ample butte cheeks. It didn’t work for most skirts, dresses and other loose clothing because her hair was too long to wear loose any more and had to be braided into a huge single braid or worn in a huge behive bun so it wouldn’t drag on the ground behind her. Couldn’t run the the risk of it popping out on us and could get an idea ehat thst may look like. Maybe even getting clocked.It may also may explain,besides genetics, the incredible unexpected length it has grown and also kept so young looking. She has never been ‘clocked’ and only once guessed at the oldest age of 35. She’ll be 52 this December. If I ever starting to so signs of menapause, I’m definitly going on hrt until at least 70 to keep me young looking hopefully.
I’ve written other entries on quora and redditt, but rarely any women that I may have helped
Just a ton of men wishing they were my wife.
I submit this with only sharing this with women that share similiar desires or beliefs. All O can say is go for it. Don’t be ashamed,afraid or embarassed by your true inner desires as I have thinking you need to be ‘normal’. It’s my normal. Go ahead and let it be yours too. Fuck social,peer,society or family norms. Be happy like I have for the past 35+ years. Hopefully I helped at least one woman letting her and others it’s ok to be someone like me.
Have you tried suction on Alice? My wife and I find there is a fine limit on the suction that will not make the red marks but will make the breast tissue nice an puffy. Wearing the suction 1-2 hours a day seems to work nicely. Leighanne
I have tried suction and we have the devices. Alice used them for 15 mins a day to no permanent effect. These were the instructions but I guess were aimed at real women. Is 1 to 2 hours needed? For how many months?
Daily wear – In her bra – When she is dressed – Pumped up just enough – I wear mine in my bra with nipple shields for the very point tips – It just looks like my breasts with erect nipples. You need to train the breast tissue to expand just like you would with any other body modifications.
Yes but for how many months did you need to wear the suction things on your breasts to get female-looking breasts?
Boobjob is the best solution to keep the performance below intact and have a massive effect.Some males like myself have a relatively slim body with biig boobs, I can wear C up when I pass 70kg and B unde 60(6 feet tall). It is not a big issue use male clothes, I al tagged as a bit “chesty”. Besides a boobjob will provide a more feminine look than male gyno
I want to see photos send to my email
Mine are coming along.
In what way? How?
My desires exactly.
Been using for about a year now. Definitely see a difference. Also lots of supplements